something hit me.

Something hit me today not literally but mentally. I've been looking at the past to much wishing things were as good as back in the day when i should be making the here and now better then they are. back in the day was good but honestly times right now shouldn't be bad they could actually be better. I've been slacking off on so many things I should be doing that, I love to do. I need to make things happen instead of saying "man back I the day I could do so much stuff" when I should be saying "the stuff I do now is so much better then back then."  lately I've been feeling like I'm losing my path or i feel like i keep straying away from what is right in front of me, I finally realize that I'm the one making me feel that way not the things that happening around me. I really need to sit back and really look at myself and really start doing the things I should be doing, finishing the things I start. it so funny how I started thinking about this I went to watch 17 again by myself the movie was actually pretty good didn't expect them to go that route with it. if you have time check it out. I guess going to the movies alone sometime opens your eyes to thing especial if you the type of person that over analysis a movie. 

R&B music

i was just listen to some 80's 90's R&B music like babyface, jodeci, shai, boys II Men, New Edition and i was just thinking these songs are so much better then they have nowadays. The older songs have more meaning to them and convey a sense of love and caring for the person its has being song too. they show real feeling and thought into the words and relate to a persons feeling for a certain someone. i remember making mix tapes of these songs just to give to a girl to show how i feel about her kinda corny to do now, but it's more meaningful then just picking up on a girl lol. i know a lot of you guys have done that admit it and you know it worked most of the time. or dedicating one of those songs on kost to someone, brings you back doesn't it? Newer songs now a days all they talk about is getting in the girl pants there no smoothness anymore no swagger. I'm not saying they really suck they just do no have the same feeling as they use to. well the songs just got me thinking of that so i wanted to share my thoughts.

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First of many thoughts

this will be the first of many post of just some random thought and theories of life i have. Also some stuff going on in my life. 

Lets start of in an introduction to me. my name is Marco most people who really know me call me Marc. I'm a pretty simple guy with lots of dreams and a lot of passion for the things i do in life. i guess you can say i like to create, build and be artistic or at least try to be.  I love build and messing with cars in any type of way yo can think of and a lot of way people would never thing of doing. i like to be as unique a possible. first impressions that i get if you first meet me, I'm kinda quit usually only say something when i have something to say of i have some kinda sick joke on my mind. When yo get to know me i come out of my shell not sure f that a good thing or not but i guarantee it will be interesting. 

 So have fun reading and getting to know my thought don't judge me because most of them will probably be oddball. If anything you will get a great laugh out of them.